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Last night I had the amazing time playing like I was ten again with my "little" brothers in the snow! We got home around 11:45 and decided that Ben and I were going to build a snow fort for all the kids! So we got our snow clothes on and went out with Ox. We had a blast and soon enough we were having so much fun that Bryan had to come join in. We were out for a good Hour and a half atleast, and another half hour of laughing at the bimbo trying to plow the lot across the street! What a joke. it was pretty funny! Man to be ten again and have no worries and just get to play outside with your siblings. What an amazing thing! The memories that were brought back and the memories that were made. Its Christmas! Isnt that what this time of year is all about! Christ beng born, and our love for our family!

Baby Good bye doesnt mean forever!

Well today has been full of mix feelings for me! I sold my pride and joy! My JEEP! I never thought I would get rid of her! But I did! But you know what, like the song by hootie and the blowfish! BABY GOODBYE DOESNT MEAN FOREVER, BABY GOODBYE DOESNT MEAN WILL NEVER SEE EACHOTHER AGAIN!!!! I will get another jeep! ANyone wanna buy my 05 Ford F250 superduty! its diesel and its pretty amazing! I want a jeep! 

Long Past Due!!!!

Well for some time now my mom has been harping on me to post a new blog so that she can stop clicking on mine and realize there is only a nasty picture of puke there! Haha, well the puke stays so I am sorry to anyone who doesn't want to look at it! Just don't scroll down that far! Well, a lot has been going on in my life! God has been doing some huge things in my heart which opened my eyes to a road that was leading nowhere fast! Resulting in nothing but destruction! It has been a rough road that has brought me nothing more than pain and heart ache! To the world I probably looked like I was doing pretty good! But I was failing miserably! My life looked a lot like Proverbs 29:18. Which says where there is no vision, the people perish...... God was not letting me sleep, I couldn't eat, I couldn't even sit through a church service without being pierced to the heart! Let me explain it to you in a way a very wise man did to me so that I could put my mind around it!...... and I quote!

"The verse is literally talking about prophets having visions from God! This was a manner God often used to reveal his mind and plan to the prophets. So, where there is no revelation from God, where God is not communicating or being communicated with and to the people, they, looking for answers to their appetites, drives and needs, end up perishing! literally (again) cast of restraint and run wild resulting in death kinda like a train throwing away it's tracks, thus ...outa control. So, no revelation from God, no direction or understanding and everything is up for grabs, realtionships, sex, lying, cheating, stealing, hatred, gossip. you name it! Nothing is off limits! I, not hearing Gods voice declaring truth, cast off restraint running to my death, as I try and satisfy every appetite I have my own way with everything under the sun."

Which hit me like a ton a bricks! Wow, how blinded by sin I have become, and not even feel any effects! YET! For what you sow, you WILL reap! But I am happy, God has pulled me from my pit of despair and opened my eyes to it! So, this all happened like three weeks ago! So I will fast Forward now to where I am at! I ended up stepping down from the Landscape Company I owned with my brother! I felt God telling me to let it go. I am at peace with that! I am stuck in my apartment lease until may! I have a lot of bills I NEED to pay! But the coolest thing ever is! God, has given peace! Why? Because I have a vision now! I know what I am called to do! Live for God today not tomorrow! Do everything I do to Glorify God! So that is what I am doing now, and its keeping me going day to day! So as I sit here Jobless, not knowing what job I am supposed to do to break these chains that I have enslaved myself to! I sit and wait and call upon the lord! SO HERE AM I SEND ME! AND ITS AN ADVENTURE THAT IS AMAZING!

-LOVING THE MADNESS

BS

OUCH!

So today I just got back from taking Ox for a walk. Its such a beautiful day out! Upon return, I saw that I left my energy drink sitting on my patio.. I wasnt even thinking and took a drinnk! The first one hit the spot, but as I gulped down the second swig, I felt a lump in my throat followed by a sharp pain... I knew I swallowed a stupid bee! So I ran in my apartment and grabbed ox.. I tried making myself throw up but couldnt get it to come.. So I headed over to Dave and Caseys. (my brother and sister in-laws.) when I got there I told them what stupid thing I had done and dave told me to start slamming the water.. I chugged three big glasses and ran into the bathroom where I jammed my fiingers as far down my throat as I could.. I didnt know what a throat felt like, but I do now.. I started to discharge actually propell the vomet into the toilet and out popped this.....

If you look in the upper right corner you will make note of the stupid bee. So now I am doped up and trying not to fall asleep! hahahahaha

P>S I dont know how people can make themself freakin throw up..... WIERDOSSSSSSSSSSSS

THE CAUSE OF "THE MADNESS"

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Running Scared!

Walking through the woods he hears something snap. The kind of sound that sends chills down your back! He turns quickly, and seeks cover behind a fallen log hoping to find enough shelter to keep him out of site! Who are these people that are after me? He ask himself! "I have done nothing wrong!" I just want to be left alone! As he lies there thoughts from the past start to haunt him. Making him weary of what may be to come. Finally mustarding up enough courage, lunging to his feet he makes a mad dash to the clearing.. An old mining shaft is on the westside of where he played as a kid, that he can hide out in for a while. Running scared, heart beating so hard he feels it in his head.. Only a few more steps and he will be safe and sound! Will he make it?

Many times in life we try to stay a few steps ahead of things that haunt us. We try to lock all the skeletons in the closet, hoping that they will be burried enough not to be found... But the fact of the matter is halloween is on its way ad thats when the skeletons come out to play. So during this time of year that is so simple and fun for children. It was not started for Tricks or Treats. So do something good durning this time of year and start to clean your closet by facing your skeletons straight on, so you dont have to be running scared anymore!

MY NAME IS OLD GLORY

As I laid there musket in hand, unable to stand. My hands trembling in fear, knowing that someone may be waiting there. I could not bring my self to bear what pain and agony I might endear.. But as I fought the selfish fight I brought my self to my feet only to realize, she was already flying there. Even though she was tattered and torn, and beat like never before, she was flying sky high for all to see with out mistake that you will not win this victory.. For this is a nation under God and by his hand we will carry on. Side by side I fight along with my brothers who died to carry it on... No matter the wager no matter the call..... This is the United States of America and we will carry on!

-BS

My heart goes out to all that has served this beautiful land we call home.. Thank you all for your dedication and honor to keeping us free.... GOD BLESS AMERICA